[7:13PM]

I gotta go to Denise house soon. Staying over at her house for one night. For our business etiquette project. I think I gotta stay over at quite a few number of peoples' house this year.

I saw Cai Yun on the bus, and she let me hear some english songs, AND the first song is, "BEST IN ME" By BLUE. Why???? Why she let me hear this song. -_-" I started "sniffing" again. So all the way from macritchie to hougang, I just kept very quiet.

I am feeling very sad right now. I'm beginning to feel that there is NO LIFE now. I try to be happy, joke around and all that, but the missing piece cannot be mend, I can't be fully happy now. I can't stop thinking bout him. I'm feeling miserable whenever I hear something, past by some places that brings back memories. I may be insignificant to him, but he definitely creates a great impact in my life. Come to think of it, I'm guilty of treating him bad and taking him for granted in the past. But it cannot be undone.

I'm trying very hard to divert my attention. But I guess I can't. Maybe STUDIES can divert all my attention. ALOT of assignments and tests are coming up. Datelines are after on another. I think I should just be committed to my studies, CCAs, Potong Pasir Band whole-heartedly.

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EARLY IN THE MORNING

It's 6:30 am in the morning. I'm having a math QUIZ later on. So gotta practice MOL for awhile. I try to do that yesterday night, IN THE END I doze off.

I leave my laptop on for the night. It was lying nicely on my bed. WHO KNOWS in the middle of the night, I kick my laptop down my bed. My heart JUMPED. I was hoping it was other STUFF I kicked, BUT NO, INDEED, IT WAS MY LAPTOP! By then, I was wide awake! I switch my on laptop, and something was written there,

"REBOOT SYSTEM"
Hard disk
C: Drive
PXE
"AND SOMETHING" [I can't remember]

I tried pressing all of them, but it won't work. By then, I'm on the verge of crying. I shouldn't have leave my laptop on my bed, WHILE SLEEPING! [I'm a "vigorous-sleeping" person] I switch OFF and ON a few times, and the "REBOOT SYSTEM" keep popping out, BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING.

Thinking 'bout all the unfinished projects and all the assignments, I started to cry. The feeling is like desperate, and you can't stop blaming yourself, because this could be prevented. I prayed VERY hard, hoping that my laptop can still be used. AND miracle happened. I pushed the "E: drive" MORE into the whole and WALA~, It works. NO MORE "REBOOT SYSTEM" I WAS SO SO SO RELIEVED. I straight away come online and blog about it.

Morale of the story, "DO NOT LEAVE YOUR LAPTOP ON BED ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU'RE SLEEPING BESIDE IT"

I swear you'll definitely cry, if your lappy is spoil AND you have tons of unfinished assignments.
PS: I really miss my friends. Very much! (Pw and Gang, Ken)

Anyway, I saw this at Queen YT's blog. SO I try it out.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

GET TO KNOW YOURSELF BETTER! [I think it's quite true.]

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.