if shame had a face I think it would look like yours

Dedicated to nana and denise

I was a little late for DEL class today. When I enter the class, I saw him. Wearing the same T-shirt I wore the day before. First person I've noticed is him.

Anyway, I'm feel really bad, cos I've promised Denise I'd finish the assignment but I did not. Sorry. That's why I'm doing it now.

And during our break time, Denise, nana and I talked about motivations to make us slim down. I guess we really should. In this materialistic world, there's no such thing as love when you're fat. We judge everything by its looks. I really think it's very unfair.

I really don't wanna compare myself to all the pretty, slim girls out there. Really makes me feel very inferior. And I thought my life is almost perfect cos there are wonderful friends around me. But perhaps I'm wrong. I think I'm really very insignificant, whether I'm there or not, it does not make a difference. I might as well be gone.

There are some people that changes you in life. For me, the first person who change my life is Cindy Lee, my primary school mate. She taught me how to be bold and not to get bullied by others. I changed from a timid and soft-spoken person to someone who dares to rebut. Really wanna thank her. The second person have changed me to a stronger person, and taught me not to assume, "make an ASS out of U & ME = ASSUME".

So, now, I'm not going to let others feel oblige to ask me out. I've realised that it's their choice. Just like why I chose Strawberry flavour to Chocolate flavour.

ANYWAY! I AM DETERMINED TO SLIM DOWN. SO, DENISE AND NANA, I'LL PESTER YOU GUYS. BE PREPARED! :)