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Thursday, December 29, 2005, 3:59 PM

Happy!!!

Today is one of my most enjoyable day.

I woke up at 10 plus and went to study with keat. Do you think I really studied? Hell NO! I was playing with his Lappy and surfing the net. Hee haa. Took a glance at EARTH sign. I just realised that my whole family is of er.. EARTH SIGN. Pa is capricorn, ma & yan & me are virgos, and hui qi Jie is Taurus!!! What a family!!

Anyway, went to sheng siong with keat, Fara and hasanah, to get the BBQ stuff for tml. I hope I didnt missed out sth. And suddenly Mr Goh POPPED out from nowhere. He sent us home. (My hse)

Anyway, we're supposed to meet at 530, but I reached home at 6. SO, again, sammi ask us to take cab. I was reluctant initially, but felt a little bit guilty for letting em wait for us. In the end, we took a cab, AND we are still earlier than Kenneth. (AS USUAL)

Had an enjoyable time chatting and crapping with friends. Too bad, Des and Belle are not around. You guys realli miss out the fun. We just keep on eating and eating.

Until when all of us are really really very full, we decided to go to somewhere not SO smoky to exchange gift. We sort of ended up in a place that couple do those hanky panky stuff... (u know.. ah hem), and jean was like so excited to get the presents.

Exchanging gifts time!! Thought Bj would give me BA GUA, in the end, it turns out to be something worse than BA GUA!! He actually gave me a sanitary pad for Christmas. Thanks Buddy!! And I had 2 small cups from Jeannie.

Okie, let me summarize, Ken got a winnie e pooh photo frame from Bert!! (so darn cute!), Sam got a Octopus from Ken (100 times cuter), Jean got a bottle of listerine and toothpaste from Keat, Bert got an I cant remember what, Bj got er I cant remember too, Pw got a chocolate from sam (useless), Audrey got a mug from me!! And Keat got a pencil case from boon Jeow. Interesting eh?

Okay, Soon after that, we take aloOoOot of LAME pics.

Er. And Thank you dude, for giving me the present before hand. Like it alot.

Think should be that's all, AND er, ppl out there, please don't give your friends sanitary pad as Christmas gifts. And erm, I would like to thank these following people. Oldest to youngest.

Thank you Kenneth!
Thank you Jia Long!
Thank you Sammuel!
Thank you Boon Jeow!
Thank you Gilbert!
Thank you Jeannie!
Thank you wee keat!
Thank you Audrey!
Thank you Pei wen!

Yippie!!! Our presents!!!

Drums Roll...... What is it?? Quick!!!

OMG!!! It's a pad!! With fragrance and crap.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005, 11:59 AM

Rot Rot Rot

I'm rotting at home. Whole day. Damn, I don't even know whether I'm able to go out for the next few days.

Can someone call and chat with moi?

Monday, December 26, 2005, 12:42 PM

Merry christmas!!

Ho ho ho !! Merry Christmas.

Seeing is believing, and I think I've found out the truth through my eyes. Anyway, wanna thank Pei Wen for always being there for me when I'm down, even when she's in JB. I guess she won't be able to read this, but deep down inside her heart, she'll feel the gratitude I have for her.

Once again, Merry Christmas to all!!!

And yeah, the true meaning of Christmas is very important!! Go and read about it.

Saturday, December 17, 2005, 3:33 PM

I'm CRAZY. I sang during classes. (together with James)

He seemed to be very happy but we all know what happened. He just broke up with his gf.

You know, you will really feel sorry for that person especially when you know that he/she is trying very hard to be happy but in actual fact, feels lousy and feel like ending his/her life.

So, to make him feel better, I sang a couple of songs for him. He also sing along to make himself feels better.

Anyway, I may be going to kbox with my classmates on Monday! I'm SO looking forward for that. Didn't really sing for a long time. Oh yeah, going for STUPID human domino tml. Wish me luck!! I hope I won't be leaning on something that bulge out tml.

Friday, December 16, 2005, 12:27 AM

Love SQUASH!!

Went for CATS and SW. Getting to like both of the modules.

And went for SQUASH after that. LOVED squash to the core. But sometimes too lazy to run. Nvm, after I bought court shoes, hiak hiak, U guys beware. I'll be super duper PRO!!

Anyway, DES, if you're reading this, I'll be wishing u Happy Belated birthday AGAIN. Can't sing to you personnally. Awww. So sorry.

Oh, btw, my knee hurts. MY RIGHT KNEE.

And ya, JEAN, if you're reading, please remind me to return you your rackets and handphone.

And ya, SAM and VIAN and BELLE, if you guys are reading this, please be reminded that u guys owe me money.

Er, oh ya, KEN, if u're reading this, (which I doubt so, u don't even update urs), please remind me to return you your pants and singlet.

And Weekeat, if you happen to read this (chances close to zero), please remind me to return you your pants.

I guess that's all.

I'm SOOOOooo tired, tml must wake up at 6. Good nite!!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005, 8:10 PM

Someone saves a wretch like me.

I talked to a special friend from yesterday night till this morning. 2.30am.

I told my friend a little secret of mine, not intendly. And my friend knows how I feel straight away. The best way that my friend suggested was to TELL HIM right at his face. Tell HIM how I feel. I do not wish to suffer anymore. BUT I can't do it. I do not have the courage to do so.

The only way is to forget, FORGET AND FORGET.

My special friend also suffer alot, but he would fight his way through. And each time STRONGER than the other. I admire how he is able to get over the problem so calm and steadily.

But I'm different from him, I do not have the courage to tell the truth and I do not like to hear the facts. But the truth is, HE don't give a damn at all. Just like what my friend has said, "He don't even bother 'bout you. I'm sorry to say that, but this is a fact. HE DON'T GIVE A DAMN 'BOUT YOU" And I totally agreed with him. So I'm not gonna waste my tears on HIM. It's plain stupid.

I really have to thank my friend. I feel much better now. It's really nice knowing you.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005, 3:23 PM

Paisley My Sky Glynn Sharpe

Paisley slept most of the way there, her chin spilling over onto her jumper in white waves of flesh. I watched her in the rear view mirror as the trees rolled by, silently and unchanging.
My parents were waiting at the front door for us as we pulled into the driveway. I could see their smiling, bobbing faces through the frost-scraped window. They were excited. It was Paisley's first visit.

I carried her in my arms into the kitchen. She was still asleep. My parents cooed quietly so that they wouldn't wake her. They were both eager to get a turn to hold her. As I gazed down at her, my mother said that I looked just like my father did when he used to hold me.

I didn't take my eyes off Paisley as I lifted her high above my head. I slowly turned with her in my outstretched arms, and I could hear my parents' muffled protests. They sounded as if they were a world away from the two of us. Paisley's eyes burst open and met mine. The blades of the ceiling fan just above her head floated slowly like wooden clouds. It was in that instant that I knew that everything would be different for her. She smiled and her face erupted into creases and pink gums. A thread of spittle slipped from her mouth, held there, and fell toward my face like a liquid diamond. It landed above my lip and I felt it with my tongue. It tasted like trust.

Monday, December 12, 2005, 3:59 PM

Mr Goh & Mr Aw.

Juz wanted to say that Serangoon Symphonic Band has 2 WONDERFUL conductors and 3 SUPERB teachers. Treasure them like gems! You'll get what I mean in the future.

Anyway. Went for potong pasir CC band. I guess my playing skills improved abit. Thanks to Mr AWWWww. He asked me to face the corridor, and shoot out the air.

Anyway, went to AJISEN to eat. YUM YUM. Quite nice. AND will get bloated after that. Then went to YAMAHA. I bet they will go there. "Confrim + Guarantee" Then went to eat Swenson ICECREAM!! MmmMm.

SOON, Mr Goh fetch SAM & I home. All the "Kang"s follow Mr goh. & All the "Goon"s follow Mr Aw. Yeah, manage to dig out some stuff from Mr Goh. He's a great instructor. 3 cheers for him. And yeah, Mr AWWWwww.

Saturday, December 10, 2005, 7:45 PM

Tears wasted. @#$$%^%& !! Not worth it.

Saturday, December 03, 2005, 3:11 AM

I LOVE SQUASH!!

School wasn't interesting today. Went home and slp. Gonna have a friendly SQUASH match with Jjc tml. Wish us luck!

Here's an interesting story :

"A Little Boy At A Big Piano"

Author Unknown

But Greatly Appreciated!

Wishing to encourage her young son's progress on the piano, a mother took her boy to a Paderewski concert. After they were seated, the mother spotted a friend in the audience and walked down the aisle to greet her.

Seizing the opportunity to explore the wonders of the concert hall, the little boy rose and eventually explored his way through a door marked "NO ADMITTANCE."

When the house lights dimmed and the concert was about to begin, the mother returned to her seat and discovered that the child was missing.

Suddenly, the curtains parted and spotlights focused onthe impressive Steinway on stage. In horror, the mother saw her little boy sitting at the keyboard, innocently picking out "Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star."

At that moment, the great piano master made his entrance, quickly moved to the piano, and whispered in the boy's ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing."

Then leaning over, Paderewski reached down with his lefthand and began filling in a bass part. Soon his right arm reached around to the other side of the child and he added a running obbligato. Together, the old master and the young novice transformed a frightening situation into a wonderfully creative experience. The audience was mesmerized.

That's the way it is in life. What we can accomplish on our own is hardly noteworthy. We try our best, but the results aren't exactly graceful flowing music. But when we trust in the hands of a Greater Power, our life's work truly can be beautiful.

Next time you set out to accomplish great feats, listen carefully. You can hear the voice of the Master, whispering in your ear, "Don't quit. Keep playing."

Thursday, December 01, 2005, 3:55 PM

3 Cheers for water!

Went to celebrate water's Bday today. We bought a 'Four leaves' cake for her. And it's SUPER DUPER delicious!! "SOMPA" But it's SUPER DUPER sinful TOO!! It a chocolate sponge cake, with layers of chocolate cream in between, and a top layer coated with melted-chocolate. SO in all, it's a chocolate cake la. Like DUH..

Class J02. United We Stand Devided We Fall.

Btw, James look so retard. Pity her girlfriend. White shirt guy.

Went for a 1 hr lecture.

Decided to go J8 with Nana. And took the same bus as James. He's freaking noisy!! Keep forcing us to go to his office. But if it's Jeremy, maybe I wun mind. Haha.

Woo. So Nice!! I'm holding a flame!! Amazing.

Okie, then went to J8 with Nana. Need to buy present for her classmate, Michelle. And she bought a bracelet from perlini's silver. She's a good class rep. But I don't think her class appreciate her. If she's in my class, I would definitely thank her.

Anyway, I need to pass pei wen my shorts. So decided to meet her at her bustop. Need to lend her for the camp she will be going. And it's erm, tomorrow! All the best to her. Hope she'll be back in a piece. And, ya, I threw my shorts down da bus to her. Think lots of ppl look at us.

Fire girl. Burning Jeremy's eyes off.

And Sam asked me whether I wanna work. I said OK at first. But then Jeannie msg me sayin that there will be a friendly squash match from Jjc. So CCA comes first! LOVE squash!! So have to reject work.

Better Watch out!!